a nyt with josh!mission accomplished

all i know is we had a party that nnyt....was hung over from the nyt before with him,and had work at 8,then a super draft special at brights till this party at jet....i remember arriving...

SIMPLE!!!

its simple,WHY be stuck on some one who clearly isnt stuck on you!!!it makes no logical sense!!!
you can sit there for a day at most,not even moping in your shit about it,but what for???its not gona fix it,get over it,if u dont like thinking bout it....DONT!!!never the less talk bout it to some one who doesnt care!!!and even worse,you girls let it fuck with your mind!!!YES the fuck screwed you over...but that does not mean every guy is a douche and is gona do the same shit to you!dont let that fuck up some thing perfect,for all you know because ur so oblivious and blind,you may have just told the guy of your dreams to pretty much go fuck himself!!!think about it...
its about posotive thinking,im not vain at all but i see the loop hole here...if i try my luck on a "hot"girl...and she blows me off badass...i dont ge bumed...cus i know that she myt not like me...but there is another "hot" girl that WILL.....

funniest photo ive ever seen of a freind

sense of empowerment?

i think beacause i can stand on water it kinda makes me alittle cool.....

josh is leaving

fuck!josh is leaving this sat for new zealand!!!wtf...its so lame he was the guy that always made a plan for him and i to chill,get us to girls houses,get high,get crunk or party properly with me!!!
we were the only two who would go to a house party and end up talking shit with the parents or hitting on a freinds mom,even if we were at a strangers house wed fuck around so much and end up in the house laughing and sneking around,and wed always steal wine or break something!most of the time get caught by a dad or family member,point is wed always have an amazing story and memory together!hopefully i get there in january....sucks tho cus hes the one person i can call a true freind!hes pretty much saved my life 100 times,if i was stuck in the middle of no where with no money and a lift,hed pay a 400 cab just so i can get home and he wasnt even with me that nyt!im gona miss him!

tats...

got the jjvv tat finished...my best freind passed in dec,so i got a tattoo for him...it "time stopped" RIP j.j.v.v....90-09!needs a small touch up tho,and i got a crown on the top of my fore arm...wanted a crown so why not get the one of the cigarette u smoke?haha and besides its the raddest looking crown there is...i now have six and its far from over !!!

past times no 1

WEEKEND

so the weekend started on thursday,which is useless to me,met up with josh at his bar...till he finished!was pretty rad free drinks on josh and the weird random locals,all old guys n women!fucking ladies crying...its a super dead bar......so i thawt within 30 min of being outside i get back in and shits gone nuts!!!theres like 5 dogs running around,ppl screaming at the TV josh dropping shit ppl giving me shots and lighting the shit in my godam mouth???!!!and a fucking mental parot running up and down the bar squeeking shit going all ghetto rat!!!needless to say that i was pretty fucked by the time we left,and went to foxies to play pool..got completely trashed there and decided,no....were gona skate home???????????wtf!!!bad idea skating for 8 years and couldnt stand on the shit!!!woke up hanging like a mother fucker at 4 pm....skated after that with guys from poes,stayed at home....sat skated my ass off at brights then met up with josh n quaid,havent seen quaid in about a year...so was pretty rad,a small primary school re-union!
went for draughts and then went to black joshes party,was pretty rad,sucks that there was about 4000 "tinys" there!!!towards the end of the night shit started spinning!!!fuck funny now,lol found the oldest girl there and kissed her till shit stopped spinning!!!haha then left i find that hillarious!!!steph started a fite and literally smacked a crew of bitches off their fucking feet!!!was the most amazing thing ever!!!cracked my ass off!other wise figured out that lately my definition has changed completely!!!and all though it was fun.....i didnt get what i needed!

Killer advert after cover...

the shit!

oh my God,
if only he knew,
if only he knew about the world
without the bullshit and the lies.
We could've saved him,
they could've saved me.
But instead I'm here drowning
in my own fucking mind,
and I'll be damned if you're the death of me.
We could've saved him,
they could've saved me.
But instead I'm here drowning
in my own fucking mind,
and I'll be damned if you're the death of me.Blood and ink stain the walls,
silently with bloodied knuckles, carry on,
hoping it's not too wrong.
You said the nights were far too long.
Honey, it's just the start of it.
Oh my God,
if only he knew,
if only he knew.
Just stand up and scream,
the tainted clock is counting down.
You gave in to me,
would you say the nights are far too long now?
Oh my God,
(oh my fucking God)
The tears that stain my cheek
must me look weak,
I wear them proudly, I wear them proud.
Your knife,
my back.
My gun,
your head.

Your knife,
my back.
My gun,
your head.

You need a doctor baby,
you scared?
You need a doctor baby,
you scared?

You need a doctor baby,
you scared?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

girls???

what is it about girls we find so facinating?and what makes them such a need in our lives?
pretty much what they do is sterr us off our goals and dreams,and distract us from whats important!some how creep their way into being our everything!!!
but how?yes theyre fucking gorgeous!but that just turns us on?its a sexual thing,so surely that cant be the only reason we go insane for them???unless were all cave men?im pretty sure thats what wed be if we worked like that,theyre only life purpose was to reproduce wasnt it?so why not fuck the hottest peice of cave woman ass ryt?hahaha like at the moment im so over them,ive been screwed over and over with nothing to show for it!...so i gave up looking up for it,but some how whenever i give up i meet some one simply perfect!!!everything the other was,wasnt and more-gods gift!with circumstances that tear us apart or leave us with no way to be together...i met that girl in cape town,yes we only had bout a hour together,but it was amazing!!!what seriously got me was here in jhb,u see a girl that "tickles ur fancy"lol but u approach her and ur bound to get a slap!!!theyre super bitches!but this girl was way beter looking,yet i said "heeey :)" just to try my luck,and this girl gave me the biggest smile and hug!as she was leaving for another party,some how later she came back!we had a short convo and dreams came true,atleast thats how it felt,hottest girl,with a great personality to match it!see this is why writing sht is nuts,and why girls are such a mystery cus i typed more bout how amazing 1 girl was than how 50 are cunts!hahaha i mite sound like some form of a creep who doesnt gey nun!!!...but thats true,i get!!!i get....but she was simply....SOMETHING ELSE!

Asking Alexandria "The Final Episode [ Lets Change The Channel ]" Offici...

one of the best!!!

Attack Attack - Stick Stickly [Music Video]

so these are twpo of my favourite bands!!...

my tats and what they mean to mean to me...

this i num 5,most recent,its not done yet,but its a hour glass and a pocket watch with roses and leaves....will have "time stopped,R.I.P J.J.V.V and his birth-death date"he was my best freind for 5 years closer than any one,and he drowned on x mas day,fuck i miss him!!!
it will be a complete half sleeve by the end of this year as i havnt got my self a job yet....
this was number 4...super painfull!took ages to find but so worth it!"never swallow your pride"which pretty much describes who i am as a person!!!if you know the origional saying you know what its about!
this was my 3rd..."roll forever:has nothing to do with weed...i hate weed,just happens to be in my mouth every odd occasion...its about skateboarding...
this was my 2nd,"love hath no mercy!"the picture is self explanetory...but the words have many meanings...what stands out most to me is love itself between has no mercy either!!!when it ends a part of some one seriously dies!



within a year ive got my self 5 tattoos....this was the first,"live for this" to means only live for what makes sense to urself....as well as shred it!in skateboarding terms means fuck it up...or do it well if ur stupid!

capetown,j-bay tour with KFD

Recently went on the 1st leg of the KFD,seek and destroy tour with mosey,jp and justus!
the trip was full of skating!!!besides my injuries i skated as hard as possible...
the rest was amazing just partying every nyt,meeting new people!met an amzingly rad girl whos way cooler than i expected,shes as cool as she is good looking!!!!!!!!!!her name is tara and simply cannot wait till my next trip down there and seeing her!loooooong drives!super party missions!every one was different yet all got along super well!girls were every where,jbay was filled with foreigners at the back parkers,and they love us south africans,so i clearly took advantage of that,tara un knowingly convinced me to cheat on my girl freind...so i broke it off,single for the first time n 6 months i went on a rampage!!!england,czek,italy,norway,holland,usa like me!,russia and germany!!!all crossed of the "MANS"imagionary hookup list!but tara takes the gold!!!that was the life i wana live!!!