girls???

what is it about girls we find so facinating?and what makes them such a need in our lives?
pretty much what they do is sterr us off our goals and dreams,and distract us from whats important!some how creep their way into being our everything!!!
but how?yes theyre fucking gorgeous!but that just turns us on?its a sexual thing,so surely that cant be the only reason we go insane for them???unless were all cave men?im pretty sure thats what wed be if we worked like that,theyre only life purpose was to reproduce wasnt it?so why not fuck the hottest peice of cave woman ass ryt?hahaha like at the moment im so over them,ive been screwed over and over with nothing to show for it!...so i gave up looking up for it,but some how whenever i give up i meet some one simply perfect!!!everything the other was,wasnt and more-gods gift!with circumstances that tear us apart or leave us with no way to be together...i met that girl in cape town,yes we only had bout a hour together,but it was amazing!!!what seriously got me was here in jhb,u see a girl that "tickles ur fancy"lol but u approach her and ur bound to get a slap!!!theyre super bitches!but this girl was way beter looking,yet i said "heeey :)" just to try my luck,and this girl gave me the biggest smile and hug!as she was leaving for another party,some how later she came back!we had a short convo and dreams came true,atleast thats how it felt,hottest girl,with a great personality to match it!see this is why writing sht is nuts,and why girls are such a mystery cus i typed more bout how amazing 1 girl was than how 50 are cunts!hahaha i mite sound like some form of a creep who doesnt gey nun!!!...but thats true,i get!!!i get....but she was simply....SOMETHING ELSE!